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liseymop7.tumblr.com/

lol idk i made a new one just cause. ALSOOO

does anyone want to do an art trade/have any requests for me? :c anything to force me to keep drawing.

TO DO LIST:
:iconanniedraws: commission number 2(almost done!)
:iconpervbloop: present (almost done!)
:icondreamsofwonderland: present


People i lub:
:icondreamsofwonderland: :iconsonicxsally: :iconfreak-ingenuity: :iconget-offa-my-cloud: :iconboogersmakemesmart: :iconaikei-chan: :iconskeletonzoo: :iconneverland-syndrome: :iconcanadianbloodlust: :iconbig-shoes-please: :iconsmackademon: :iconeww-its-haku: :icondeadlysubconscious: :iconllamamafia: :iconfoxybabie1989: :icongirlshateboys: :iconhappyartist101: :iconcrowleu:


Other people who gawt it goin awn:
:iconelenamanetta: :iconjessielou::iconhot-choc: :iconimaginetheending: :iconcristin:
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lost cause...?

3 min read
I dont really know where to begin. This will be my first public confession. I am not entirely sure what i am looking for or hope to gain from this; maybe i will regret this and delete it later, but for now i cling to the hope that someone out there may have some sort of answer for me.

I will try to keep this simple and to the point.

I have been depressed since the 8th grade and i am now 20 years old and things are worse than ever. i suffer from severe social anxiety, so much so that i am afraid to even set foot outside my house. i havent been to school in a month. iv only gone to 3 classes since school (college) started. i already failed my first semester of junior year last year and i am now repeating that semester after taking the previous semester off. at first i wanted to seek intense help and maybe check into some sort of crazy house (haha) but my dad insisted i get a job instead (my relationship with my father is not well) because he thinks i dont need the help and that i just need to grow some balls. things were better for a while, i was able to ignore almost everything so that i could function. but now that school has hit i am cracking under the pressure and it is getting harder and harder to ignore the black hole that seems to have manifested in my life. i havent spoken to my best friend or anyone else in almost 2 months. while i am dying for human contact i am paralyzed by fear. i have never had social anxiety problems in the past and they've only surfaced about a year ago.

now that you know the back story i can get to the real issue. i need help but i cannot afford it. if i drop out of school now i lose my medical insurance and i am in no way qualified for a job that will support me (i got to art school and plan to do something with art as my career). my parents are already going out of their way to pay for the semester that i failed and now i am failing again, not because i didnt do the work, but because i cant show up to class. this is how bad my situation has gotten. i dont know what to do or how to go about seeking help. ive had therapy in the past but it hasnt helped me at all. i need more than talking to some stranger for an hour once a week. i feel living in an institution for a while is what i really need, to sort of go cold turkey if that makes sense. i have a friend who was in one for a while and she said it really helped her. however it was very expensive. i am afraid to ask my parents for money because when i do i verbally abused by my father.

please if anyone has any advice (job ideas, names of institutions etc) let me know.
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yes its so sad. but true. im not really going to be updating here anymore. ive moved onto bigger and better things. also what really irritates me is that deviantart has really just become a place to share fanart and other artists kind of get ignored. not that this is really a bad thing but its really no longer an art community its a fan community.
so if ur generally interested in my art go here--> lisey-mop.blogspot.com/ &… those of you waiting for me to draw more fan art im sorry i dont really do that anymore. im working on alot of comics and ill be uploading them there as well so if u want to read theyll be up soon. mk bye guys<3


People i lub:
:icondreamsofwonderland: :iconsonicxsally: :iconfreak-ingenuity: :iconget-offa-my-cloud: :iconboogersmakemesmart: :iconaikei-chan: :iconskeletonzoo: :iconneverland-syndrome: :iconcanadianbloodlust: :iconbig-shoes-please: :iconsmackademon: :iconeww-its-haku: :icondeadlysubconscious: :iconllamamafia: :iconfoxybabie1989: :icongirlshateboys: :iconhappyartist101: :iconcrowleu:


Other people who gawt it goin awn:
:iconelenamanetta: :iconjessielou::iconhot-choc: :iconimaginetheending: :iconcristin:

People who are more amazing than the most amazing thing you could ever imagine:
:icondelshark: :iconmusachan: :iconseizuredemon: :iconendling: :iconemptyshadow: :iconenolianslave: :iconfealasy: :iconzombidj: :iconraveneesimo: :iconbleedman: :iconcme: :icontobiee:  :iconbunkun: :iconbijarr: :iconscrotumnose: :iconsparkkirby: :iconkidchan: :iconcirihtt: :iconnanami-yuki: :iconoune: :iconrubydawg: :iconambird: :iconingunndybendal: :iconbastardbox: :iconpoop-mouth: :iconworm-baby: :iconnat-dohma: :iconneofox: :iconbrokendeathangel::iconwnoisepollution: :iconinamura: :icontekuri:  :iconmorbidlimes::iconmikutashi: :iconchancake: :iconemixoo: :iconfairie-floss-soul: :iconspoonybards: :iconstardroidjean: :icononigirikitty: :iconds-hina: :icongreteling: :iconkosumiku: :iconnil00: :iconstyle-xx: :iconx--blackrose--x: :iconparororo: :iconsenyphine:

Clubs i'm in or should be in but for some reason i'm not:
:iconz-a-d-r: :iconstanxkyle: :iconchildrensillustrator: :iconren-and-stimpy-club: :iconcalvin-hobbes: :iconcl-slash: :icongaaraxlee: :icontehmanicmaniacs: :iconshadowlovers: :iconfreedom-fighters: :iconhayao-miyazaki-club:
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woowwww i havent been here in so long u guys. iuno if people will even read this. everyone probably forgot about me.

but if u are reading this i have the uber updates for you. i have about 3 pages of my comic finished and ill be putting them up huurr--> ontheotherside.smackjeeves.com…
please ignore that awful banner. imma make a new one once my pc starts working and i have access to photoshop. and also keep in mind the title will be changing to something... less gay.

im also working on an independent film with my friend so expect a lot of concept art from that.

no more fan art. sorry guys. gotta make monies.



People i lub:
:icondreamsofwonderland: :iconsonicxsally: :iconfreak-ingenuity: :iconget-offa-my-cloud: :iconboogersmakemesmart: :iconaikei-chan: :iconskeletonzoo: :iconneverland-syndrome: :iconcanadianbloodlust: :iconbig-shoes-please: :iconsmackademon: :iconeww-its-haku: :icondeadlysubconscious: :iconllamamafia: :iconfoxybabie1989: :icongirlshateboys: :iconhappyartist101: :iconcrowleu:


Other people who gawt it goin awn:
:iconelenamanetta: :iconjessielou::iconhot-choc: :iconimaginetheending: :iconcristin:

People who are more amazing than the most amazing thing you could ever imagine:
:icondelshark: :iconmusachan: :iconseizuredemon: :iconendling: :iconemptyshadow: :iconenolianslave: :iconfealasy: :iconzombidj: :iconraveneesimo: :iconbleedman: :iconcme: :icontobiee:  :iconbunkun: :iconbijarr: :iconscrotumnose: :iconsparkkirby: :iconkidchan: :iconcirihtt: :iconnanami-yuki: :iconoune: :iconrubydawg: :iconambird: :iconingunndybendal: :iconbastardbox: :iconpoop-mouth: :iconworm-baby: :iconnat-dohma: :iconneofox: :iconbrokendeathangel::iconwnoisepollution: :iconinamura: :icontekuri:  :iconmorbidlimes::iconmikutashi: :iconchancake: :iconemixoo: :iconfairie-floss-soul: :iconspoonybards: :iconstardroidjean: :icononigirikitty: :iconds-hina: :icongreteling: :iconkosumiku: :iconnil00: :iconstyle-xx: :iconx--blackrose--x: :iconparororo: :iconsenyphine:

Clubs i'm in or should be in but for some reason i'm not:
:iconz-a-d-r: :iconstanxkyle: :iconchildrensillustrator: :iconren-and-stimpy-club: :iconcalvin-hobbes: :iconcl-slash: :icongaaraxlee: :icontehmanicmaniacs: :iconshadowlovers: :iconfreedom-fighters: :iconhayao-miyazaki-club:
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ART BLOG UP

6 min read
okay. so my blog is finally being updated regularly. i will update it more there than i will be here, so if ud like to follow me heres the link--> lisey-mop.blogspot.com/
Here there will be more behind the scene action. Concept sketches etc and ill be talking abt art too and my theories abt it what its purpose is, our goals as young artists of today blah blah all that crap. so yup. go check it out and leave some comments. love youu guys!

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:heart: :iconshinboh: :heart:

People i lub:
:icondreamsofwonderland: :iconsonicxsally: :iconfreak-ingenuity: :iconget-offa-my-cloud: :iconboogersmakemesmart: :iconaikei-chan: :iconskeletonzoo: :iconneverland-syndrome: :iconcanadianbloodlust: :iconbig-shoes-please: :iconsmackademon: :iconeww-its-haku: :iconllamamafia: :iconfoxybabie1989: :icongirlshateboys: :iconhappyartist101: :iconcrowleu:


Other people who gawt it goin awn:
:iconelenamanetta: :iconjessielou::iconhot-choc: :iconimaginetheending: :iconcristin:

People who are more amazing than the most amazing thing you could ever imagine:
:icondelshark: :iconmusachan: :iconseizuredemon: :iconendling: :iconemptyshadow: :iconenolianslave: :iconfealasy: :iconzombidj: :iconraveneesimo: :iconbleedman: :iconcme: :icontobiee:  :iconbunkun: :iconbijarr: :iconscrotumnose: :iconsparkkirby: :iconkidchan: :iconcirihtt: :iconnanami-yuki: :iconoune: :iconrubydawg: :iconambird: :iconingunndybendal: :iconbastardbox: :iconpoop-mouth: :iconworm-baby: :iconnat-dohma: :iconneofox: :iconbrokendeathangel::iconwnoisepollution: :iconinamura: :icontekuri:  :iconmorbidlimes::iconmikutashi: :iconchancake: :iconemixoo: :iconfairie-floss-soul: :iconspoonybards: :iconstardroidjean: :icononigirikitty: :iconds-hina: :icongreteling: :iconkosumiku: :iconnil00: :iconstyle-xx: :iconx--blackrose--x: :iconparororo: :iconsenyphine:

Clubs i'm in or should be in but for some reason i'm not:
:iconz-a-d-r: :iconstanxkyle: :iconchildrensillustrator: :iconren-and-stimpy-club: :iconcalvin-hobbes: :iconcl-slash: :icongaaraxlee: :icontehmanicmaniacs: :iconshadowlovers: :iconfreedom-fighters: :iconhayao-miyazaki-club:
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